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Buried Treasure (an analogy on modesty)

I found this post on Facebook by one Kay Ferrell. I feel it perfectly illustrates why we should long to be modest. Don’t get me wrong I’m not saying we have to hide ourselves and be ashamed of our bodies. I believe we should treasure and safeguard our body and our hearts.


Two young ladies arrived to a meeting wearing clothes that were quite revealing their body parts. Here is what the Chairman told them: He took a good look at them and made them sit. Then he said something that, they might never forget for the rest of their lives.

He looked at them straight in the eyes and said; “ladies, everything that God has valuable in this world is well covered and hard to see, find or get.

1. Where do you find DIAMONDS? Deep down in the ground, covered and protected.

2. Where do you find PEARLS? Deep down at the bottom of the ocean, covered up and protected in a beautiful shell.

3. Where do you find GOLD? Way down in the mine, covered over with layers of rock and to get them, you have to work hard & dig deep down to get them.

He looked at them with serious eyes and said;

Your body is sacred and unique. You are far more precious than gold, diamonds and pearls, and you should be covered too. So he added that, “If you keep your treasured mineral just like gold, diamond and pearls, deeply covered up, a reputable mining organization (honorable man) with the requisite machinery will fly down and conduct years of extensive exploration.”

Then he said, “First, they will contact your government (family), sign professional contracts (wedding) and mine you professionally( legal marriage). But if you leave your precious minerals uncovered on the surface of the earth, you always attract a lot of illegal miners to come and mine you illegally. Everybody will just pick up their crude instruments and just have a dig on you just freely like that. So, keep your bodies deeply covered so that it invite professional miners to chase you

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The Power of Silence

Humanity has a way of pointing fingers. Whether it be placing blame or glory, there is always someone pointing. When you walk the halls of a school youth point fingers, to the bully, the bullied, and sometimes the defender — when there is one. So often we complain, or secretly hate the way society acts, yet we fail to speak up against it. We watch in silent horror as our very nation crumbles before our very eyes. Yelling, “Why won’t someone do something?!” While the solution rest in our very own hands.

We standby claiming to innocent bystanders, but we are as guilty as the perpetrator, because we silently watched them destroy lives and said nothing. Consoling ourselves with the idea that someone else will handle that problem.

We spend our time saying that it is someone else’s job to deal with the hurting, the evils of the world, and evildoers of the world. We forget so often the impact we have on others. It is a chain reaction, and the seed we plant will be reaped.

We as people naturally gravitate to selfishness. Why? Because we are humans, filled with flaws and sin. When we standby and watch evil and wrongdoing and injustice happen we become accessories to that crime. Because by not saying anything we quietly condone it.

You may jump to defend yourself saying, “I most certainly DO NOT!” But you most certainly do. So what shall you do now, remain silent, or speak up?

Road Blocks and Imposters

I am a woman.

“Wow! Could have never guessed that one,” you may say sarcastically.

Like most women, most people, I have spent my life searching; searching for purpose, for identity, and for value. For awhile I found it, a sweet nectar that sustained me. A Lover of My Soul, that fed my very being. I yearned for time with Him, to hear His voice. He was my Savior, My King, My Creator and I loved Him with every breathe that dwelt within me.

However, an ominous presence came, to overthrow the love and admiration I held for my Heavenly Father and place on that seat instead a feeling of fear and unworthiness. Instead of running into my Savior’s arms, I ran to hide, ashamed of my exposed flesh that my Savior might see. What I failed to realize, He’d already seen it, and yet He looked upon me with love. Passionately pursuing me, with every fiber of His being as He has done so many.

Finally, I ran back to His arms. Life began to get better. Before, I used to inflict pain on myself, struggled with depression, and felt completely worthless; falsely believing that the bullying I faced daily for four years, was punishment for my wrong doing. For a short while things were good, God put two wonderful people in my life who encouraged and uplifted me. Then, they were gone. I found myself in the midst of a LIFE pop quiz, and like most average students, I started out confident and ending poorly.

Once more, I fled the arms of the One who loved me and searched for validation in others. Especially, boys. I found myself in constant need of approval from teachers, fellow Christians, and guys. My seventeenth birthday came and went. I found myself with one friend and no suitors and I wept like a blubbering idiot. I desperately longed to have my fairy tale come to reality, not realizing that it had already come and I had cast my prince aside like a detested frog. I had bought into the world’s ideal of romance and love.

Finally, I found what I thought was my Prince. He, however, turnout to be an imposter. Though his charm and wooing drew me to him, I found that I had entered into the story of the Emperor’s new clothes. Though I recognized midway through that the royal robes my prince claimed to be wearing where only that of a pauper, I tricked myself into believing that this was in fact my Prince dressed in royal garb.

Alas, it was not to be.

Instead of arraying me with royal robes and putting a crown of honor on my head, he tore my garments and heaped ashes of shame and guilt upon me. Then had me do the same to him. I thought that this was how it was meant to be. I watched as many others around me did the same, they laughed and smirked to hide their undeniable pain. I longed to run to my Savior’s arms and I wanted so desperately to bring “my prince” with me. However, he did not desire to go. Content to wallow in his filth.

Finally, I fled in search of my Savior. Once more, I found myself in His loving arms. His Joy filled me to overflowing and once more peace resided. The former ruler of my Father’s dominion enflamed in rage as he watched my Father build me. My Heavenly Father had given me purpose, as His revivalist, as His conqueror; value, as one more precious than silver or gold; and identity, as His Daughter. Immersing myself in the midst of fellow brothers and sisters who sought as I did to be one with their King. We began to feed off of each other and grow closer to becoming the men and women God destined us to be.

For everything, there is a season. The season of immersion came and went in a blink of an eye. I remained strong for a time. However, like clock work I went from a high pinnacle in my life to one of the lowest. For once more not one but two imposters put themselves in my midst. Begging me to choose between the two of them. Having already experienced the first I chose the second. For I watched, as other wonderful daughters received protectors and lovers of their hearts and I wanted to have one too. So I accepted this promise given to me by this self proclaimed knight, a promise to love and protect my heart. In return, protecting and loving his heart. Unfortunately, once more I had allowed my judgment to be clouded by my longing. Silencing my ears to my Father’s voice because of impatiences.

This knight did not know how to care for my heart, he knew only of the world’s view of what should happen to it, as well as, what his flesh desired to do to it. So he disrespected me without intention, and desecrated the purity of my heart without recognition. Then had me do the same to him. He knew in his heart of hearts it was wrong, and yet it kept happening over and over again. So I ran to my first imposter, thinking out of lunacy that he would be able to fix and heal me. All that came was more guilt and shame. Finally, when all the world seemed to crumble around me, I ejected myself from his grasp fleeing with the shattered pieces of my heart. His voice resounded behind me, accusingly. For you see, he had broken and shredded my heart to fill the holes in his own. Leaving him, left him empty and alone.

As I waited for sanctuary, in the arms of loving guides, I found myself resting under a tree desire. It’s fruit tantalizing and tempting for though I longed for purity, my flesh longed for satisfaction and the sweet flavor of lust. And a serpent came with eyes hypnotic and voice soothing. Promising my flesh it’s desire if I would but eat the fruit and stay resting in the shade of his home. So I took a bite and fell asleep only to wake with the serpent slowly coiling himself around me in order to choke and devour me.

Once more I fled, this time, to the loving arms of my Savior. I cried and wept, laying prostrate before him, I begged for forgiveness. He tenderly touch my grief stricken face and said, “My dear one, all the things you have done are no more. They do not define you; they have no hold on you; and they do not control you. For you are my child and I have made you new. I remember your sins no more.”

I have gotten better since that day, growing stronger and more fruitful. Painful watching as The Gardener of My Soul pruned away the dead parts of my being to make room for the new wonders He has in store for me. I have grown in the confidence of who I am, taking pleasure in my Savior and learning how to spot imposters before they take hold of my life and separate me from my King once more. I’ve given up make-up, social media, romantic books, and dating some for a season and some forever. My life from that moment forward has been set apart as blank pages for the Author of my life to write upon and dictate my story, because He has my best interest at heart. His desire for my life is better than anything I could ever imagine.

We have all struggled with desiring purpose, identity, and value. Some of us have found it, some of us think we have found it, some of us want it, and some of us have given up on ever finding any of those things. But it is there for the taking, all we have to do is ask, seek, and knock. Seems pretty simple. It is surprising how few of us are willing to do it though. Yes it will cost you greatly, but you shall gain far more than you ever imagined.

A Warped Childhood

She was saved when she was three. “Impossible! a three year old doesn’t understand enough to accept salvation.” Well you’d be wrong about that. She’d found Him, the lover of her soul and was wholly, completely, and totally in love and enamored with Him. From the time she could form full sentences she would pray for every friend and family member that God would love them and change their hearts.

At five years old, the little Princess received my first Bible. She walk around with that Bible as if it was a baby doll. She would kiss it with as much love as mother would kiss her child. Her sister looked at that little Princess with confusion.

“Why do you walk around with that book all the time?” the sister inquired.

“Because it is Heavenly Father’s love letter to me, and I love Him,” the little Princess responded with humble adoration.

The little Princess loved her King. She followed Him closely. The King had placed the little Princess into the care of two of His followers, desiring that they teach her all about who He was and how much he loved her. But alas, the two followers lost their way, and though at first the little Princess kept her perfect view of her King for a time, but it did not last. The Princess loved her King, but she also feared her King. As time went on she grew to fear her King more than she loved him.

When she was only six years old, a evil came upon her and defiled her, he touched and abused her innocence. Leaving her feeling dirty, and unworthy of her title as Princess. She used to enter into the throne room of her King every day. However, she felt such shame for what happened to her that she began to distance herself from her King.

At the age of seven, one of her caretakers seemed to be dying, the little Princess did not know what she would do without her mom. Peace, all the little princess ever wanted was peace for her house hold. However, her earthly mother and father relationship seemed to reside in a constant state of tension. But even with all the fighting and backbiting, at her most desperate points she still had enough courage to come to her King. So when the day came when her mom didn’t wake up, she cried out to her King. She shook her mother, yelled her name. Look to heaven and asked her Heavenly Father not to take her mom. Right then, her mom sat up. After that, the little Princess took and put her childhood on the shelf. She knew there was a possibility that it could happen again, and next time if her mom did not wake up, then she would have to take care of her two sisters.

That same year the little Princess, although the daughter of The King, often fell on hard times with her family. This particular Christmas, she and her two sisters were only to receive one present for each girl. However, The King sought to bless His daughter and remind her that He loved her. So on night of Christmas Eve a knock came to the door. As the door was opened two men stood in front of the house. They had been taking presents to children all over the land  where the little Princess resided. Her house was the last house so they were to leave all the left over toys with her and her family. Of course, the little Princess’ guardians accepted the generous offer. So the men brought in six 6 gallon bags filled to the rim with toys. The King had blessed the little Princess beyond comprehension. Slowly, she was starting to come back to her King and find herself once more wholly in Him.

However, a evil lord saw that the princess was starting to reconnect and plotted to once more  put a wedge between her and the King. For her knew of the power that dwelt within the little Princess. A power that could destroy strongholds, and fortify areas that were already strong. He saw the Spirit within her and fear overtook him. So he began his attack strategy to kill her Spirit before it became strong enough to damage any of his kingdom. But he underestimated the King and His love for His daughter.

The Princess Warrior

So who is princess warrior? Well princess warrior is my identity. I am a princess. Now some of you may say, “Pffffffttttt… Yeah Right!” Well it’s true I am a princess and I am a warrior. The world is my Father’s dominion.

That’s right for those of you who have picked up on it. I am a Christian. I can here the “OH NO. Another self-righteous, prejudice hot head, who wishes to delight herself in imposing her opinions on society. Filling the internet with useless anecdotes that are filled with useless, begrudging ideals.” Well, I am not that either.

I am a Christian, pure and simple. Though I may express my opinions on certain issues from time to time. I am in no way trying to impose my belief systems on anyone. However, as Christian I’m often, judged before anyone takes the time to know me. Because they instantly assume that I am some sort of Bible thumper here to rain down judgement.

Let me just say it is not my place to judge. I am here on this earth with the purpose of loving all who are on the earth. I may not agree with your lifestyle. I may believe you are in the wrong, but just because I don’t agree doesn’t mean I can’t love you.

I digress, I am a Princess Warrior, fighting for the kingdom that my Father had left to me and my fellow brothers and sisters to take care of. Unfortunately, many of my brothers and sisters have not been doing right by the dominion which they have been give. Cause as a Princess, a daughter of the Righteous King, I am called to lead how he lead. That means being a servant to all. Not allowing people to walk on me and treat me horribly, but to show love to all people no matter what the circumstances. I am by no means perfect in this area of my life, but it is an area in my life that I am trying to work on. So I am here walking the battlefields that I call home. Warring against my flesh, the spiritual world. Some of you may read this and think it fiction. It is not.

So here I am a Princess Warrior. Chosen by God, Grafted into His family, and Loved unconditionally, Fighting the Good Fight, and Running the Race. So to all the other Princess Warriors out there I pray a blessing over you. I pray for all of you that read this, that you will encounter God in ways that you never imagined. I pray that your faith grows daily.

Sincerely,

The Princess Warrior

Why?

Hello world,

You might be wondering what this site is about. Well it is about journeys, thoughts, lives, inspirations and wonders that have gone on for so long that people have cast to the side. These are my challenges, the challenges I have witnessed and the overcoming of them as well as the defeats. See in life we are constantly privy to all the successes of others. People constantly posting about how great their lives are or people happily posing for selfies smiling brightly showing off the the highlights, the best moments of their life. But few show, the hardship and struggle that happened before they got to that mountain top. So often we are left with this idea that we are stuck at the bottom of Mt. Kilimanjaro left to climb, while others seem to be flown to the top. When in truth, they had just started climbing a few weeks before we came to this mountain. I want you to see. The struggle along with the reward and know that there is light at the end of the tunnel; the climb is worth the view; and there is land at the end of this ocean. I hope you enjoy this blog. I don’t know how many people will read, but I hope this gives you encouragement and hope. Enjoy!

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